aaaRRRRRR.....i'm so stressed up.. i could hard take it anymore...who can help me worr....??? haiz...i feel so stress and sick of life but i could not tink of watever tat is making me feel tis way....!!!! i'm going mad soon...despite e way i feel, i'm always cheerful on e outside..coz i really dun wish tat anyone will feel upset wit me wor...haiz..is there really sometink wrong wit me wor..??? yesterday i had my bfd test...couldn't do it..copied others work and oso copied from e book...i'm so useless...i couldn't even remember wat i have learnt...haiz...wat am i going to do wit life wor...???? yesterday i went to find him to pass him his money...before i went back home,we spent alot of time at e bus stop talking...he said tat i never use my brain to tink far ahead...he said tat i muz change my way of thinking and not to tink of only tomolo...but can i really do tat...???? but he did got sometink rite about me which i myself realize about myself long ago....he said tat i live my life wit no goal at all...he said tat i do not set any goals or any targets for myself and tat i do not set myself a standard to achieve....well...i really dunno...coz my brain is really blank de...i dunno wat i can do wit my future...i really dunno...[sobs] when he said me, i can not say back anytink coz i noe tat wat he said was rite about me...[sobs] really very tired of living wor.. my mum too finds me extra...she always tell me to faster get married if not ask me to faster move out of e house...[sobs] am i really extra...??? haiz...
HELP.....!!!!!! my head is killing me...dunno wats wrong wit it...so pain since last nite...feel like chopping off my ****ing head man...e pain is killing me...aaaahhhhhhhh........whoever will come n save my from tis pain wor...now in school but very tired coz last nite reach home at 2 am...aaaaahhhh...HELP...!!!!! juz now had bfd lesson...mr chan was so funny...made me laugh like hell despite of my ****ing heaad...aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh...before his lesson i had ah ma's lesson...she gave us a mini test but i had alot of problem wit it...haiz...so troubled wit life...i have so many problems in my life..i going to break down sooner or later...haiz...my sch project haven even touch but deadline reaching le...haiz...to add to e problem, tomolo i got bfd test...den going to have ah ma's test le...haiz...so many test but so little time...my head wanna burst liao...sobs...haiz..my problems really too many le..if i write all out i'll need alot of time...sobs..hopefully tinks will get better soon ba..
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