aaaRRRRRR.....i'm so stressed up.. i could hard take it anymore...who can help me worr....??? haiz...i feel so stress and sick of life but i could not tink of watever tat is making me feel tis way....!!!! i'm going mad soon...despite e way i feel, i'm always cheerful on e outside..coz i really dun wish tat anyone will feel upset wit me wor...haiz..is there really sometink wrong wit me wor..??? yesterday i had my bfd test...couldn't do it..copied others work and oso copied from e book...i'm so useless...i couldn't even remember wat i have learnt...haiz...wat am i going to do wit life wor...???? yesterday i went to find him to pass him his money...before i went back home,we spent alot of time at e bus stop talking...he said tat i never use my brain to tink far ahead...he said tat i muz change my way of thinking and not to tink of only tomolo...but can i really do tat...???? but he did got sometink rite about me which i myself realize about myself long ago....he said tat i live my life wit no goal at all...he said tat i do not set any goals or any targets for myself and tat i do not set myself a standard to achieve....well...i really dunno...coz my brain is really blank de...i dunno wat i can do wit my future...i really dunno...[sobs] when he said me, i can not say back anytink coz i noe tat wat he said was rite about me...[sobs] really very tired of living wor.. my mum too finds me extra...she always tell me to faster get married if not ask me to faster move out of e house...[sobs] am i really extra...??? haiz...
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